Its been almost a month since I cut myself! :)

shialadouche:

I

CANT 

FUCKING

BREATHE

Saw the avengers first, finally. lol feel like the last person in America to see it but the theater was actually pretty full. especially for a Sunday night.

oh, and the other night, I had a dream about this guy who was perfect. the way he looked.is kinda blurry. a lot of details about the dream are blurry. but, I remember looking through his phone or something and him openly saying he was a cutter. and something about the good feeling of cutting his own throat or something. and I know this is like weird and morbid or something but in the dream it made me really happy. made me calm and comfortable to he around him. like, SOMEONE understands. it made me very happy. but people don’t openly admit they’re cutters in real life. well, anyway, that but…wish he was real. he understood me. plus he was pretty cute lol

anyway now that movies and dreams are done, back ti the real world and I have a lot of business to take care of in the morning. bye by internets

I seriously want to vomit hardware when I see certain things on tumblr.

I’m thinking flushing it was the smartest decision I’ve made in a while.

its been two weeks since I used it! :)

You literally just described the scenario I’ve laid out for myself, word for word . amazing.

I mean, if I were to.do it.

(Source: colouredcages)

I.don’t understand why I can’t just be strong enough to kill myself.